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Name: Colleen (aka Leen)
Location: Atlantic City, New Jersey, United States
Birthday: 4/27/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: my savior; Jesus Christ, dance, art, band, caffine, drama, evanescence, eye-liner, flutes, fortes, goth stuff, halter tops, johnny depp, linkin park, marching band, music, percussion, photography, piccolo, punk rock, relient k, sarcasm (I'm very sarcastic..) save the last dance
Expertise: ummm, what is that supposed to be... I'm not good at one single thing, more so multi-talented... although I love to dance incase you didn't get that from my profile.... and I love singing, I guess that's an expertise.... My flute is so pretty, and that would be another one(?)
Occupation: Student


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Yahoo: Relient_K_fan1170


Member Since: 11/27/2004

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

Unconditional love from little kids is always great

i saw katie today.. I miss those two... she ran up to me and gave me a big hug and I picked her up. lol she's so cute. I haven't seen them in a while, not since they were sick. she paid me 17 cents to carry her lol. I guess her new obsession is paying people, it was so cute, she paid the person in wawa the second she got in, and then she paid my mom, and aw she's a cutie.. I want to babysit them again, they have to be the best behaved kids ever..... gotta love 6 year olds. I'm gonna walk over to there house on monday b/c I have a bag of stuff for them after going through so much in my room.


Saturday, April 09, 2005


ME: oh go look at my livejournal to see what I did today pictures lol
Him: link please
Him: i had it on my favorites on aol
Him: which i no longer have
Me: lol
Me: http://www.livejournal.com/users/believe_in_f8/
Him: you people have way too much time on your hands
Me: lol
Him: a rock!
Me: lol
ME: a model!
Me: lol
Him: oh god this is so unexpected. i havent had time to freshen up. honey take a picture of me and the rck!
Me: lol
Him: heather's a scary model
Him: rock*
Me: nononononono
Him: yes
Him: she on caffeine too?
Him: a street sign!
Me: my street sign
Me: yep she is
Him: lol
Me: my mail box too!@
Me: lol
Him: lol
Me: I love the flower pic,it's heather's hand
Him: lol
Him: way....too....much...time...
Him: i notice your model picture doesn't scare the living crap out of me
Me: lol
ME: today heather and I were talking about the whole spoon goddess thing
ME: lol
Me: do you remember that?
ME: from spanish
ME: lol
Him: lol
Me: that was odd
Me: lol
Him: detail please
Him: details*
Me: you're the one who said it
Me: lol
him: no i mean about the conversation you had today
Me: lol
Me: with heather
Him: we got that far
Me: we were talking about spoons
Him: and godesses
Me: sorry
ME: lol
Him: lol
Me: and then she's like you were the spoon godess
Him: wait so is there a fork goddess
Him: lol
Me: and tangent
ME: no one
Me: what about the spork
Me: we need a spork godess!
Him: pick me!!!
Him: id definitely do it
Him: can opener goddess?
Me: god
Me: the spork god?
Me: no godess!
Him: goddess is better
Me: heather!
Him: lol
Him: its so simple!
Me: lol
Him: why didnt we see it before?
Me: I have no idea
Me: such a simple thing
Him: yes
Him: you need to tell her
ME: I did
Me: lol
Him: in addition to playing the role of mommy daddy, she is now the spork goddess
Him: lol


 


...blah I really haven't eaten any food this week.... I had one meal a day if I was in an ok mood, megha don't yell at me. I wasn't hungry. blah.. I don't think it's good I lost ten pounds in the past two days... I am so confused and upset by a certain group of people/someone... heather knows what I'm talking about... I'm not eating I guess from the stress of that and then the stress...

I was crying the other night which isn't good either, I'd much rather keep it all in... I almost had a burst of tears in geometry, any one who was there would know why, katrina made me feel some what better and I just left the corner of the room and went to sit with nicole and just talk. she is my newest friend I've decided.. she's in all of my classes except 12th period, and we're always talking, and I can actually just talk to her and laugh and feel better so yeah it was much better going to talk to her then sitting in the corner hearing someone say mean things to me/complain about me loud enough to have me hear ahem ahem so yeah..whatever I didn't do anything to her, so I don't know what her problem is.. she really has changed since she met ummmmmm whoever it may be. never before would she have done something so mean to anyone.. whatever


Friday, April 08, 2005

was the most amazing thing I have done in a while. I feel so much better, and am no longer stressed........ it was so much fun, I have my adrenaline rush still, and am all sweaty and disgusting from the dance class. it was amazing, the choreographer was amazing, it makes me miss dancing daily on my own so much, I feel like I should be putting three hours into dancing each night again, I've lost some of my flexability, not much, but enough to have slight pains when I stretch, I want to dance a lot more now then I did before.. it's my love, I hate marching band, please tell me why I"m doing it again rather then dancing. I'm joining dance company next year.
today was truly amazing
it took me a while to lighten up in class, I was really tense from this week,and the choreographers were like where is your technique, none of you look like you're having fun, and after about ten minutes I finally gave in, and ignored the rest of the world, and just danced. gave in to the music, and just oh twas amazing, normally I don't give into the music so quickly, it was just fun, and amazing.
it was so much fun; insane even. I am taking on a student this year for dance! kirsten you have to start coming over so I can help you with your technique b/c you're my student! and you need to improve your technique a lot from what I remember, but tis ok, we shall have fun, I seriously am ready to switch to guard hun, at least then I can dance.
It was the best class I have had in a long time... I even enjoyed the pleays a lotttttttt twas fun.... I think I want to keep dancing throughout highschool, and college, I mean who could not love dancing..

My adrenaline is still rushing, even though I'm sick I still feel like going out and dancing.. it made me feel a lot better to be in a room with a floor length, with barres (yes that's how it is spelled), and a wood floor, oh It was nice. I miss it soooo much, one day each week is not enough.


Monday, April 04, 2005

on the verge of tears most definatly.... blah I feel so confused



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